02 June 2010

Stuck

Well,there isn't much to report this week as I'm still stuck here in Tempe, although slowly picking away at the issues with my RV. There are a lot of things I'm just going to have to deal with. And a lot of things I'm going to have to learn to fix. The ETA on departure for Winslow has been moved back a week because of airline issues getting my son back from his father's but we'll work through those. Inspiration comes in many forms and I'm working on finding the inspiration in being stuck. My personal mythology (some would call spirituality) includes a sort of overall meaning in everything that happens. So these stuck times must mean something. Perhaps there is an energy that is only created when starting from a dead stop and that sort of energy is what's necessary to complete something big. Or perhaps there are lessons in being stuck - lessons in patience, in tenacity. But then, I often feel as though I'm running out of levels of those particular lessons to learn.

Any day now, I'd like to be faced with having to learn how to handle fame and riches. I am really up for a new challenge.